Ok, so after looking at yesterday’s post about exercise, I have to say that I noticed something. And I don’t really like it.
I noticed that most of my delaying, most of my obssessing, most of my “need” to find the “perfect plan,” is due to one thing: I don’ wanna. Seriously. I read through that this morning again and thought, “All any of that really boils down to is whining. And I need to accept that if I want to lose weight in a healthy manner, and keep it off, there are things I’m going to have to do that I might not want to do. Not at first, and maybe not ever.”
*sigh* OK. FINE.
Also, I’m headed home to spend the weekend with Mom. I’m really looking forward to it, but it presents a challenge. Usually, when we get together we drink WAY too much wine, stay up WAY too late, and (I) end up eating my way through at least one bag of (insert substance made of flour and fat or sugar). I already talked to Mom, and neither one of us really wants to do that this weekend, so at least we’re on the same page. But in the past that hasn’t always meant that we followed through. So I’m putting this out there today so that I have to report in on Monday. I’m hoping that will provide additional impetus to stay on the straight and narrow. 😉
Have a good weekend!