Tonight, toniiiiiiight . . .

If you don’t know that song from West Side Story, that post title will make NO sense, but I got nothin’ better tonight.  LOL
So last night, when I wrote that what I was writing just wasn’t for posting, it was because I was writing the ex a letter.  Not a letter to be mailed or anything like that, but [...]

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I love Jamie Lee Curtis

Take a look at this, and make sure to click on both the pictures.  It’s an old article, but worth seeing.
Jamie Lee Curtis Has Nothing To Hide
And here’s the recent follow-up in More Magazine:
On Growing Older and Wiser: Jamie Lee Curtis Gets Real
You’re welcome.
 Also, I did write last night, so I’m still back on track [...]

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How Long Does it TAKE, for Cryin’ Out Loud??

Today was just a tough day.  I’ve hit the point in mourning the breakup where mostly I remember the good things, and I miss him.  I have occasional bouts of anger, but mostly I just feel like we threw away 6 months of something great for 1 month of shittiness.  And now I just miss [...]

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Cognitive Dissonance

A good number of my New Year’s Resolutions-that-aren’t-really-Resolutions-but-more-like-habits this year are centered around learning to love myself, regardless of what I weigh.  That includes eating well, taking care of myself, journaling, getting some exercise, all that kind of stuff.  If I lose weight, that’s great, and if I don’t, that’s great, too.
 But the thing is, I [...]

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15 Minutes

Ok, so I haven’t been very consistent with my 15-minute commitment lately.  I went home to my mom’s house for several days, and since then I haven’t written.  I keep telling myself, “15 minutes isn’t that big a deal,” but then when I really think about DOING it, it’s so overwhelming. 
But the reason I [...]

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I’m alive

I’ve been working on this new site, which I think I like MUCH better than Blogspot.  Posting to resume shortly. 

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Not tonight dear, I have a headache

I have had almost no food today (thanks a lot, stress) and 3 glasses of wine (again, stress). I’m far too toasted to blog right now.
Tomorrow I will commence regular blogging. Which is to say, I have things to talk about other than the ex. (Although I might still talk about him, too.)
If you feel [...]

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Some days are harder than others

Hell, some MOMENTS are harder than others.
After having some time to think about it, I know that he’s right about breaking up. I know that somewhere along the line, instead of supporting and loving each other we started sniping at each other and hurting each other. The funny thing is that I [...]

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The boyfriend and I broke up

I can’t deal with even 15 minutes of journaling/blogging today, but here are the 3 things I’m proud of:

We broke up this morning, and I still made it through the entire work day without breaking down or needing to come home.
I stopped at the grocery store after work, which I desperately needed to do.
I put [...]

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Saturday Statistics

Ok, I know it’s not Saturday, but I’ve been weighing in on Saturday – I just haven’t posted it.
Weight: 173.6Waist: 35”
For the record, that dramatic weight loss was due to the fact that a) I was in the middle of my . . . er . . . “cycle” ::::rolls eyes:::: and b) the fact [...]

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